>>946629No, I don't think I will. I will instead...
Imagine being Aqua's e-BF and telling her from the bottom of my heart that I love her, then setting up an IRL date with her in Tokyo after she insists she doesn't mind the commute from the countryside to meet me, to have a wonderful and memorable day with her.
Imagine taking her to various spots around the city I think she will enjoy.
Imagine her smiling face and embarrassed sounds of protest when I compliment her beauty and charming personality.
Imagine gingerly taking her hand in mine as she freezes but for a moment, shakily squeezing my hand in return despite her increasingly sweaty palm
Imagine taking her out to a romantic dinner after a long day of enjoying each other's company and insisting to her that she can get whatever she want despite the high cost, because she's worth all the money in the world and more.
Imagine ending the night by embracing her as she squirms and fidgets from embarrassment, not knowing what to do in the situation to not fuck it up, only to relax and hold me in return, burying her face into my shoulder.
Imagine reaffirming my love for her as she begins softly crying from joy as she finally feels she has someone in the world she can trust, who cares for her in her entirety, despite her flaws.
I will imagine that, instead.
This was somehow the most autistic thing I think I've written to date. Jesus Christ. 