>>56059452i am a unicorn bro, and i simply just make life plans to meet and marry my oshi, and i channel my energy and sadness/wanting into positive self improvements. you may call me delusional but im healthier than i have been in the last decade. parasocial is a meme, just literally lift yourself into being somebody your oshi wants and then try and meet her lol. worst case scenario you end up improving yourself massively and become somebody that people like your oshi would want to be around, and best case you marry ur oshi and get to live in ur castle.