>>83880060>she's really scared to meet her fans IRL and is preparing for the worst It's this. Shondo wants to pretend she's Oli when she's not. She's not a social butterfly, she's a recluse whose spent most of her life inside her house with her family. The idea of her meeting her fans and actually seeing their faces instead of just assuming their appearances is a huge deal that completely changes her perception of her own fandom. She knows she's going to get overwhelmed by this which is why she keeps warning that being too overly affectionate towards her during the M&G will make her too nervous to respond.
People weren't fucking around when they said this M&G is a huge deal for the future of this marriage.
