>>28842629hey kiki, I know how it is to have that mean monkey on your back. I won't try to offer any solutions because what
mostly worked for me a lot of people think is stupid and don't want to hear about, and you said you weren't looking for us to fix things anyway. I do think you should stop using the word menhera though, because in the chuuba context I've only ever seen it used as an insult, and I don't think you should associate your legitimate feelings with an insulting self-image. Up to you though.
I do want you to know my life is better than it was a year ago, and a lot of that is because you gave me a place to talk and a community to be in after having spent the previous few years in a trance, haunting the ruins of my past life. Nobody is perfect, but if we were perfect we wouldn't need other people.
