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sister and her husband came to visit with their baby. i thought i was ok with children and that i'm beyond the angsty teenager "i hate kids" phase but the smell is actually unbearable, the noise too, and the mental image of the baby drooling all over the place makes me want to vomit. i fear it might be ocd on my part.
anyway the point is to escape from reality im going to lock myself in my room and loop subtitled japanese material and stare at the subtitles until i can speak japanese. im going to supercharge learn jap every single day in hopes of being able to understand raden's yapping. i got coffee, piss jugs and scored some speed from an (admittely shady) dealer, and by the time the rugrat leaves (in a week) i should be able to beam japanese directly into peoples heads by sheer force of will
