>>27435583I'll be honest with you I prefer her not forcing herself to stream over what was happening in August 2020 or June 2021, or after Holocaust, or during pseudo-sleep apnea period. Her believing she has to grind to stay afloat has never led to anything good and has ruined more than it has built up. I'm happy she's at a point where she can just take her time and not worry about "betraying her fans" by not being in her booth every day because she doesn't trust anyone to like her if she doesn't push herself every single day.
I'm happy she doesn't have to remind people she's still as ill as ever or probably worse now after covid, she's still medicated every day, she still can't take the pressure (in literal way too on low pressure days), that she's not exactly the most positive person. Other holos do their thing, she's still comparing herself to them but at least now after that trip she understands it's okay to go at her own pace. Or maybe she doesn't and I'm just too hopeful. But hey, small steps.
