>>75704799it's probably silly sounding. but when i had the thought, i ended up seeing a post from a stargazer saying they went to visit their cousin's grave to tell them about uki's new outfit because they were also a stargazer. it snapped me back into it a tiny bit imagining someone having to explain to my oshi or just anyone that i was gone.
i still doubt he would really care if i did though kekthe life of busy boys... it will be worth it, i have to lie to myself kek