>>44399146vtubing is a hobby focused on communication don't you know. you're clearly hurting, but rather than wanting to heal you're trying to hurt others. fortunately you're not very good at that either which is perfectly fine! ahve you considered taking some time away to focus on things you enjoy more, like painting or hiking or music? I feel like spending time in a hobby you apparently don't enjoy has put you in a bad mental spot. I'm just trying to give you a nudge in the right direction.
