>>84399349i like the people here, with my irl friends ive been feeling more and more excluded and my ex is friends with them its just so painful hanging with them, she isnt here and its a breath of fresh air
>>84399381yeah ill have to accept this, ive got the spine of a jellyfish and the balls of a gelding, standing up for myself has only ever gone wrong for me and its hard for me to feel fine she is a bitch and i accept it, its hard but ive been learning to accept it my progress alwasy resets and i dont know wy
>>84399411oh diet yeah ive been cooking for myself more its hard but my oatmeal helps it feels healthy i called off work i wil be up life is mistakes but i have money to be ok boss is shit i am ok things are fine i wil sleep lateer thank you for caring anon
>>84399556 its ok lucub, i wonder what causes then to act like this, maybe we do have a tupe and it draws us in, its like idk i just want her to finaaly show she cares for me and loves me like i did with her, it will get better i know its not good to say this but i wish for both of us to have our loves finally and for them to love us how we are weve changed so so much for them but i dont know what if i was the bad one, i dont know i hope you are doing well lucub, its ok it will be ok i am not ok but in the future i belive i will be and i pray you will be too lucub *hug* 