>>98895088I don't think I could recover if Hime retired... it's not just that she is talented, funny, cute, hard working, pervy, kind, cringe and all that ... I also came across her content at a very low point and helped me not only to cling to life but also to rediscover old passions that I had forsaken in my childhood so it is a very special bond to have with a complete stranger.
I've tried dating IRL to shake this feeling off but it doesn't work so instead I self-censor heavily in her chat/comments and just try to do light banter and she seems to like me as an Anon.