>>80001940For the longest time I didn't think of myself as "having" passions, I just had "things I'd done". People I know are exceptional and dedicated to their hobbies, whereas I'm pretty distant from most things. Or at least I thought I was.
I didn't think of myself as "enthusiastic about tabletops", but once I started trying to get the message out about them, putting in the hours to try and present them in their best light, that's when I started realizing that I care. I think everyone is passionate about something, they often just don't know it because they're not doing anything with that passion so it just comes across as normal.
All I can really say is just try and expand on anything you like. I really like the Diablos monster from Monster Hunter, and now I'm learning the boardgame so I can eventually learn how to paint the big miniature it comes with. I'm sure even you have some investment in something as minor as "a video game monster", so just try and do something with it