>>14556819I guess you're right. Thing is that I never expected this to happen with myself since I've been watching streamers and the kind for several years and nothing of the sort ever happened to me, but even with occasional reality checks it's hard to explain what I feel when I'm watching her streams and I know it's not something I'm supposed to be feeling. I know that sounds like something a schizo would say, but I think I'd be worse off not admitting it to myself
I feel like the fact that she's a small streamer also contributed to all of this. wonder if just staying away from any type of streaming altogether would help or make all of it worse
