>>15413886I want to learn Japanese to interact with Japanese chubas and leave the EN scene entirely (I've seen the writing on the wall for HolostarsEN, and after Nijisanji its pretty much inevitable, and the prospect of my my favorite gen Holomyth being forever tainted with HomostarEN male presence, interacting and flirting with them, sours me to the point where I would rather leave it all behind than have to change or adapt to it, as legitimately sad as that makes me to say it). Unsurprisingly, I've found learning Japanese very difficult and am struggling to keep the habit for more than a week at a time.