>>11169745She used to be fixated on being alone, she's had a panic disorder since she was a kid but it got better, she also had a bunch of random jobs that stressed her out like food service and working at an inn before getting into vtubing that caused her to wonder what the point of life is.
But she doesn't feel as fucked up anymore, getting to pursue music helped her a lot. Still likes her alone time but she's been more social as a vtuber than she ever was and she found good friends.