>>49422931I love both my parents and they love me. My dad was my mom's first and they're still together. She had me at 20. I don't do weed or alcohol or engage in casual sex. I simply have a completely maladaptive response to stress and social pressure to the point I've thought about killing myself several times over writing an email or making a phone call. I've ghosted support workers because I felt so ashamed and afraid and literally cannot return affection given because I don't believe it's genuine.
