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I am so depressed. Not even the sad kind of depression, I just don't feel anything or enjoy anything. I watch vtubers out of habit and it feels like a chore but it's not like there's anything else I could do that I would enjoy more. It's like existing is just pure force of habit with no feeling. I can't get more than 6 hours of sleep and it's not enough. I've been working with a therapist but meaningful change is painfully slow. I have faith that things will get better, I just wish it wasn't so hard to fix myself.
