>>25485980same but with fanfics honestly
>write fanfic>excellent prose>emotional buildup>slowly progress the sexual tension>ease it back to normal to make it realistic and sensible>keep building emotional bond between characters>my dick is twitching>ease it into light smut, much like actual emotional sex. start slow>ramp it up>something about character A's hands exploring character B>passionate and emotional kissing and fondling>my dick is leaking>characters have foreplay because thats jjst rushing into sex is stupid and unrealistic >show that characters experience shock and surprise at each other's touch, just to be more realistic>buildup complete>have characters stare into each other's eyes>penetration>sexysexy time>stop writing>read>masturbate>cum>bask in afterglow>hold backspace and delete file 