>>63035565I'm never sure, if the whole Vtuber stuff is good for me. I try to keep up with a bunch of things but I don't feel confident to talk about it because I don't understand much and I really don't know what I should discuss. I'm more fascinated by the technology and its evolution. I recently thought, if I should just leave because it's an anime that never ends and I can enjoy my favorite character forever. But the bad thing is, that Hololive overall feels like a different reality and all the knowledge I gather is basically useless.
Just like every other fandom knowledge like Harry Potter or Star Wars and so on, but they are mainstream and sometimes normies use it as themes for something. What it makes worse is that I sometimes watch the 3d streams and then catch me asking myself "wtf is happening there? There are hags in bodies of young women and they're fooling around like children with special effects and 3d props. I cannot stop my brain from thinking about what's going on the studio and why does it feel like a children's show? I mean on the facade of the universe, it seems fine when Korone tries to draw something again and everybody misunderstands it or it's unnecessary violent again. But on the other side... I think I just can't bear much of the slapstick and overly intense and loud expressions. That's why I like the chill zatsudan like streams the most even when I don't understand 99%. I have no clue what's wrong with me. I kinda like this stuff but it makes me angry over and over.
And all the Fuwamoco discussion about ruffians being literal babys is probably the weirdest thing that makes me want to leave it all behind even more.I've met Miofa IRL but of course we haven't talked about Mio because i don't know much to talk about besides superficial chit chat...
