>>10431972There is only so much a human can do. I need to work on myself first to ensure that I can even be worth a second thought to her. In that time, what if she finds someone who's good enough? What if our age gap is something that throws her off? The fact that I'm american might dissuade her, let alone my ethnicity.
So many variables that weigh me down, but if I stop for good then the chance goes from nil to zero. I'm gonna do some fit reps now, and I'll do jap reps later on in the week.
