>>82689786NTA but why do you lie? she has never hated doing any of it which is the reason why she is willing to spend thousands of dollars doing it, she is cringing at herself whenever she does it because she's shy and embarrassed from displaying words of affection which is self admittedly not her common style of conveying love. She loves putting herself in situations where she has to provide chat with fanservice so she can act tsundere about it afterwards