>>105893950the worst part about it is watching the same exact people feed the problem and her not even realizing it as she moves away from her growth, which was away from them, back into their shit, while telling herself that she's being nise then later ranting about le americans being le offended and going out of her way to shit on people
there's a reason she won't make a joke about incels, simps, fat old guys, white guys, etc
not that i even need to explain it, she knows it's wrong she just changed from her growth mentality to a cope mentality once she realized that meant detatching herself from who she's actually groomed by
there's a reason she is constantly going out of her way to seek validation and affirmation about diving further into this shit from chat who is either clueless and being supportive or the people actively dragging her down this road
i really hope she proves me wrong but i've been saying that for months so i really don't expect it to ever get better until i see her do something in the present, not just ocassionally admitting she has a problem and then spending the next 2 weeks 180ing on that
like she's not even just being weak or scared, she is actively trying to convince herself against accepting what she knows is true. it's one thing for her to do nothing about her grooming, it's an entirely different thing watching her start to double down and find excuse and cope into it
two more years though for sure this time, no rush, it's not like every day she's not solving the problem is a day she's actively making it worse or something haha i'm sure it's just a coincidence things have gotten worse like it's been said it would for months haha
anyway what up my snickas haha some dark humor for my non american snowflakes heh amirite
get ready for day 12 of 12 more hours of the slow decline and further isolation of her mental yippee it's only worse from here
