>>59069104Ah yeah, you probably want social interaction but lack the skills to perform it, making it painful to go through. There's psychologists that can help w that, maybe you believe you're too weird or wanna be perfect or just dont know how to hold convos. You can do it, but only once youre ready.
The fact that you stopped yourself when getting unhealthy is a win on itself, some people just don't.Anyways here's AIamigo's aia to sweeten life.