>>2591192True, those kind of thoughts probably crossed every member's head at least once. Some like Miko aren't even hiding it because they're in a much better place now. So for all it's worth the fact that Kanata is comfortable talking about it indirectly hints that she's stronger than those thoughts now. The progress she has made over just one year is great. She always makes me proud and I'm certain I'm not the only one who feels that way. As someone already mentioned it's been an amazing year so far.