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It feels like all this flip flopping is her trying to filter her audience enough to retire but at the same time is attempting to find a husband to settle down with.
She even alluded to this during the time her JP and EN audiences were in conflict, picking one big donator and saying she could just marry them and live happily ever after.
She's also trying to make her fans jealous about her, because she feels the same way when she reads about some fan of her leading a happy life.
Considering all the shit testing she's doing to her audience, we can infer that her ideal man -
> has enough money to support the two of them
> gets jealous and scolds her for hanging out with other men
> but doesn't leave her no matter what she does
But why would such an ideal man want to get saddled with her sorry menhera-riddled ass?