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Here’s the plan.
Voice reps. Singing reps. Build a social media following with video game fan music. Use that to transition relatively easily into streaming, using a basic chuuba model and a simple character. Give my 10-20view audience a fun little meta story arc over the course of a couple weeks using stream tech and the creative writing degree I just finished.
Holostars EN comes. Use everything so far to market myself to Cover as an innovator, planning on slow burn character lore shenanigans unprecedented even by Godchama. Nail the audition. Land the spot.
Act as if nothing is out of the ordinary. Debut. Wow everyone who attends with an original song and an absurd dedication to kayfabe. Build a slow but steady following as myself and my genmates slowly make the community realise the potential of EN males.
Combine my writing and voice reps to do lighthearted audiobook streams of things I’ve written (and also submitted fanfiction, sufficiently screened of course). Small-scale innovation, but something that might catch the attention of other voice acting holos. For example, Kronii. Bring Kronii on as a guest to voice the female characters since my voice is too deep to do them justice. Light banter during the stream. A few friendly Twitter interactions in the following weeks. A couple mildly flirty DMs.
And then, I ghost her completely. Having given the lonely autist her first, slightest taste of potentially romantic, personal, male attention in years, she will need more. I will not give it. I will never give it. She will wonder what she did wrong. What she could have done differently. She will hurt. She will suffer.
I will NOT save her.
I will leave her to boil in her frustration and worry. All the pain that she gave me as a fan, I shall return to her as a coworker. I may contact her again every few weeks or months, however frequently is necessary to ensure she doesn’t get a chance to convince herself to forget about me, but I will go no further than messages that intentionally toe the line between friendly and flirty. Dumb clock won’t know the difference.
I will continue as a holostar as normal. All my time not spent eating, resting, showering, or streaming will be spent on reps. I will become her perfect man. I will give my viewers a parasocial relationship tailored specifically for her. Relatable. Humble. Honest. And to twist that giant, serrated knife, I will demonstrate ever so slightly more appreciation towards her genmates than towards her.
This will continue until she graduates. I will be there at the ceremony, smiling a polite goodbye. Afterwards in private, I will tell her that it’s a shame we never spoke more because I really liked her, and then never message her again. My manager wouldn’t like me talking to a non-Holo after all.
Best case scenario, she’s /here/. Then, she will know to fear my coming. That’ll be a solid year or two of latent dread before the true nightmare begins.
now, where the FUCK are my meds??
