>>73558534as it has been said many times before, doing GFE isnt particularly easy nor a recipe for immediate success
Some people have latent talent for it, you can see it pop up all the time in the "unintentional GFE" syndrome. In others it just feels disingenuous and fake.
Some girls have imouto/ daughter energy instead, for example. This isnt exactly gfe even if people are in love with her - shondo for example isnt a true imouto "wife" despite calling herself as such, meanwhile gura is.
Full frontal GFE "dont look at other girls but me" would ruin gura's character or it would even sound like a joke meanwhile it works for shonder.
Tsundere characters are also ruined by full frontal GFE - this is why Lumi cant pull it off and never will. Her strength is in fact the moe-gap, acting haughty and shitty all the time just to hide her own vulnerability only to often fail miserably at it, resulting in a desire to protect her.
Sadly she isnt playing a character she is just stupid for real The key here is that we call GFE in these circles isnt exactly a real "girlfriend experience" but just a type of girlfriend
The key here is finding what kind of girlfriend you are, blowing kisses and saying "I love you" is not the only path. Sometimes the strongest gfe is the unspoken one
Seems to me, going by what you say, you are a pixie manic dream characters by nature, and your numbers reflect it.