>>18245602Only once I received a valentines card, in like late middle school. And it wasn't even real, just a prank from those assholes who thought I'm dumb enough to buy into it.
Fuck, I'm over 30 and I don't even have someone in mind who I can have a relationship with. Only places I visit are work, home and 24/7 store. No parties, no friends, all interests pc-related. It wasn't always like this, thinking back I remember at least a dozen times when I could meet a girl, answer her, just don't be an autistic social retard. But no, all those chances slipped through my fingers because I was a dumbass. Because every time I though "nah, this is some king of trick. she's not really interested in me, those guys are pulling a prank on me again, somehow". I'm not like this anymore, my colleagues think I'm a normal, socially adjusted person. Just give me another chance, life! But no, it's over. I'm too old. It's over. Work, store, home, work, store, home, work, store, home... until my body is numb and my mind is blank. HIRyS, I love IRyS!