>>47679762This. I'm fucked in the head and I know it but for a brief amount of time when Riifu's around I feel normal, like I'm not the only one who feels this way and that shit's gonna work itself out eventually. I don't care if that's cope or if I'm just being groomed, it's legitimately the first glimmer of hope I've had in years and I'm clinging onto it with all I have.