>>63123046it hits you but honestly that never broke me
when you look back it'll feel more like your oshi is less fascinated with you and you're no longer "the favorite". this is the real test, seeing if you still like your oshi and her content when your oshi doesn't like you as much anymore.
if you oshihen, it'll at least show you that you need to be more careful about who you choose as your oshi.