>>61726040Ah man I hope to get on some meds soon! got doctors appointments lined up and every things. Tried some of my friends adhd pills a while back because I was curious. you always heard stories of university's students using them to get by. Instead of the euphoric feelings the internet said people who didn't need them had I instead had my mind clear, could feel my emotions again and was able to clean up my life and be the person I am in my head.
And then they wore off and I slowly sunk back into the grey watching things around me turn to trashfilled piles I had no ability to clean up. But this time I was aware of it. It was no longer below my gaze.
tried it a few more times. each time I was able to do things in my life again. I looked on line and realized I have something wrong with my executive functioning (ability to direct yourself to complete tasks) I talked it over with my doctor and we agreed I needed to make an appointment. but that was done under the effects of the last one they gave me. and I sunk back into the grey contentment and although my mind contantly screamed at me to book an appointment it took 15 months to finally drive myself to make a simple phone call...
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oh right we are in hirys. sorry got lost in thought! Here is a nurserys.
