>>60751764I haven't really been happy since my retail job ramped up my misanthropy to the max. I used to assume the best in people but now I'm assuming the worst and constantly being proven by what I see how selfish humans really can be. Coni has been the first light I've had in a while and I'm trying to figure out how I can capture that feeling and produce it for myself. It's been a really enlightening and interesting experience because it's felt like so long since I've felt it and I want to figure out how and why that is. I think a lot of people fall into the trap of co-dependency with their oshi (as is present by a lot of the US daytime posts I see here) because they don't try to dissect those feelings but I'm happy Coni is the kind of girl to constantly stress the need to find happiness within and not from an external source.
