>>8741899I'm socially retarded, insecure, and basically an entitled machild who thinks he's more intelligent than he really is. Real women reasonably don't give a shit about me and leave me on read.
I've learned that self-improvement to an extent is just a meme and that some people are just hopeless. I've accepted it's also not all my parent's fault by how they misguided me in my upbringing but also mine for being such a coward.
Now to answer to the question. Vtubers don't have to see or know me. They'll just read a superchat or two and that's good enough for me because in my head I'm imagining this artificial friendship as something real even though parasocial. Here's an example, I go outside and how do I deal with something stressful like going to a movie theater alone or grocery store? I imagine my favorite oshi is with me. If any of these real women behind their avatars knew about me they'd immediately ban me and be scared I'm a potential stalking serial killer.
