>>94475109The doctors tried that when I developed anxieties problems but I didn't take em.
>>94475112>>94475133Purely by chance, mind you this was pre-2010 online dating and she was Asian and paid to fly me over to her and stuff. She was a very neurotic, driven, obsessive type but she got tired of me being jobless after a while.
>>94475149>>94475155I want to do something I just don't know how normal people get the motivation. I don't get sad anymore but I'm not really happy. You get used to depression until it turns to apathy. But then it's hard to get motivated because you don't care, ya know?
I don't like thinking about it, you guys are asking too many questions.