>>105340284btw just to be clear, she's a good gal and trying her best, she just deals with more shit than most people by virtue of her existing, that's before her IRL responsibilities and shit she has to deal with
i'm just shutting down any ounce of doubt that she's totally in control and not influenced or whatever the usual dismissal would be
honestly she's just scared and doesn't know what to do and paralyzed and people are actively fucking with her head to make it even harder and that's okay and she can work with that, the issue is that she's falling for the cope cause she is scared of even beginning to accept it and wrestle with her feelings and all that owuld imply
it's not easy for her at all, but acting invincible is only making it worse for her and people who actually matter in her life or who are actually good, which there's no excuse for, that's gotta stop, like the lashing out at paper wing and chicken
>>105340380the old mods are unironically apart of the problem and happy to suck off that kind of culture, and the babymods are clueless and if i had to guess they ultimately still answer to the oldfaggots who want things to stay like this
i don't want to write off the old mods completely especially the ones like dawn, but i know shondo is also coping big time with them too, reminder, she admitted that the mods had to convince her to ban tubbs and notice how basically no other regular has been banned except unhinged people like kaz who might just be kozumi apparently lel, and even then kaz was allowed to do his shit for months
this is literal discord moderation shit btw but she's also been gaslit by the mods that they can't do anything and already do so much work and also getting 10 new babymods who some are pretty decent didn't change that but we won't think about why
big disclaimer: i am speculating about the moderation shit, i haven't managed to get an alt into that sekrit club yet
