https://youtu.be/y40anXDZ87Ipure zatsu stream
>even if it's this late you guys still show up, thank you>>you sure stream at a time that will never overlap with anyone>for now, yeah>i was drawing something for my paisen's birthday but its not finished yet>drinking strawberry milk tonight>i checked my own VOD and got shy so i privated it, i might make it members only once i have members>>XI in chat>when we were at the inn with all of CIXY>XI was always caressing my PJs because she found the fabric pleasing to the touch>she has no sense of social distance and i love it>when i was small i wanted a big bear plush and i wrote a letter to santa>i was looking forward to christmas and the day of there was a giant box about my size>i was sure it was my bear and i opened it>it was a white bear.... so i cried, i wanted a brown one>so please remember to write precise letters to santa>>also singing the utada hikaru KUMA songthis cant be a coincidence
>>HACHI paisen, appears 16min into the VOD>seeing paisen's concert tweet is how i learned about RK>i had no idea being a vsinger would be this busy>i can only imagine how much more intense it is for my paisens>>noitan space starts>i wish i could listen!!>never thought i could become a vsinger, i was just a viewer>out debuts came to fast, about a month>and we were grinding shorts, i couldnt wait to debut>im so glad i got the courage to apply to RK auditions49min
>this is about my bro but, he is very popular with the girl, and it pissed me off>when people figure out im his little sister they come asking me about his fav type of chocolate around valentines day>he always brings back tons of choco on that days but he doesnt like sweets so he would give it all to me but it was so much i grew to hate chocolate>he is only popular for his looks, his personality is.... you know...>>doesnt that mean you are also good looking?>what do you guys think? am i?>>gets cute comments>i dont know if bro wants to be praised for his abs or something but he hangs out shirtless a lot at home, i always ignore him>bro is good looking and popular but also very negative and menhera so he also ends up breaking up with girls quite often>and one time he cried and asked me what he should change about himself after breaking up with his GF>i dont understand that stuff well but i told him to used the time he was spending on his GF on himself and he said>>you're so right, im good looking after all!>he is soooo annoying>i hated being the little sister to a good looking older brother, it sets the bad too high>wait today is oshi day??>i should make a video for my oshi>i once got nails based on my oshi but i didnt want to show her model to my nailist>so i described her, black base, purple and blue accents, vampire themed, cross motifshe's describing CULUA
>when i auditioned for RK i said i loved her but i dont think anyone understood i loved her as my oshi>when i went to Tokyo to record my orison, i brought her merch with me>the songwriter was chatting with me and brought up the topic of having an oshi to break the ice>and she ended up telling me to sing as if i was watching my oshi, so i would have the right energy for it>i got to talk to her once, on the phone>my genmates know about her and were there>they were being quiet to and i also got quiet cause i was nervous>and then i said: don't leave me alone!!>everyone was surprised, i dont recall that part very well and i dont really want to think about it either it was so embarrassing>even when i was little, when i got to meet idols i loved, i would get super quiet and freeze without saying anything>so there's no way i could have a conversation with my oshi>did you see the reply she sent me on twitter? (now X)>i still cant believe we got to collab>already been 1.5 hour? maybe i should end>*explains the real voice thing again*the way she explained it this time around made a little more sense, still about making a promise with management which is odd as fuck
she was having trouble reading chat during this stream, but i dont think she was struggling before
