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>I began to have fantasies of becoming very powerful and stopping riajuus from playing Big Buck Hunter. I wanted to take their credits away from them, just like they took them away from me. I saw Big Buck Hunter arcade dates as evil and barbaric acts, all because I was unable to have it. This was the major turning point. My anger made me stronger inside. This was when I formed my ideas that Big Buck Hunter should be outlawed. It is the only way to make the world a fair and just place. If I can’t have it, I will destroy it. That’s the conclusion I came to, right then and there.
>I spent more time studying the world, seeing the world for the horrible, unfair place it is. I then had the revelation that just because I was condemned to suffer a life of loneliness and rejection, doesn’t mean I am insignificant. I have an exceptionally high level of intelligence. I see the world differently than anyone else. Because of all of the injustices I went through and the worldview I developed because of them, I must be destined for greatness. I must be destined to change the world, to shape it into an image that suits me.