>>36397427I don't know if anyone remembers me from the last time I made a confession here but I'm the kindred that said I cared more about my oshi than my partner. I broke up with him. He went schizo because he got too clingy and didn't respect my alone time. It would have been nice to stay with him since I gave him so much of my time but he showed red flag after red flag so it was better to cut him off sooner than later. Because of the circumstances of our breakup I was a little hurt but after thinking about it I'm truly better off without him. My oshi has kept me in good spirits with his funny streams which is making it easier to forget him and get through some other unrelated hardships. I realize despite me being at a low point because of other life situations, all I really needed was Milord all along. He has helped motivate me to get back on my feet and try again. It's never the end and life has a way of opening new doors when all of them seem to have been shut in your face and left you in the dark. I didn't get much out of the relationship except a lesson that you should always be careful around people getting too close to you too fast, especially when you're emotionally vulnerable.
Never give up no matter how bad life may seem in the moment. The world is full of hope.
