>>106031724honesty is very unbecoming of a person. you have to actively turn a blind eye to the scum of the world to live the way that she implies she does. this way of living is perverse and equivalent to death, if anyone knows this its me. no sentient being would want that. i dont want to sound chuuni but if i were omniscient im sure her words wouldnt be as consistent as she says. thats the whole point of language and why it was invented. to live without ulterior motives would require living in a world without language(impossible). this would have to take time into account also so idk live in the illusion and die in it thats all there is. as for the oli and whore chuuba remarks everyone always wants to be what they are not theres nothing wrong with that theyre only human. the way that she lives cannot be experienced by anyone else and thats only right. its a self-reinforcing defense mechanism. its a means to survival and theres nothing with wanting to live.
