>>51454301Me too. I loved feeling so close to him to the point where he was in my mind all day and motivated me to stay strong and get things done. I still love him and I still think of him, he definitely still motivates me, but the connection doesn't feel as strong anymore. The yelling scares me, the menhera is understandable but gets tiring sometimes, and his unhealthy eating and drinking habits worry me. I don't think I'll ever leave him but I just want my husband back and for him to be okay. Even if he streamed once a week that would be nice. I want to feel close to him again
