>>51865364>assuming you're a shienyumeI think I must have the most distinctive typing style on the planet because people keep getting this right... I'm fairly active with other activities, I spend a lot of time with friends every day etc, but if I try and take even one day not watching him or looking at art or listening to his music I feel empty and kind of insane. It's definitely not good and I don't want to be unhealthy over him because
I'm still pretty sure he has me muted even though I didn't actually do anything and I don't want to be a way he wouldn't support or that would make him uncomfortable, I just want to have fun with him in streams and chat and be in love with him but a normal amount...
Basically yeah, I really do think I should and want to take a break, but I'm having a lot of trouble distracting myself enough to not make my mental health worse, kek. But I will try again. His smile is just so adorable and his streams make me smile more than anything so it feels lonely without him