>>57634973Honestly. Will try to do this. Might not be super healthy but it is healthier to imagine its a purely platonic and friendly relationship and focus on those stuff.
>>57634989Yeah. But. Like. I'm scared of becoming super schizo. Like. To the point where I don't notice it. So now that I notice early shit I wanna make sure I don't end up like some psycho.
>>57649783Man. I just ended a relationship. Nobody at my job talks to each other. I don't have any IRL friends. I just go work, go to the gym, come back home and play games. And her streams. Are super nice. Like super super nice. Probably the highlight of my day other than VCing frens. I really love her for giving us so much love and making us feel cared for. I'll be better for her (even if that's kinda schizo too).