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Before this day ends, I just want to say I love sonny brisko. I often feel guilty whenever I think of how much I love him yet I feel like my love for him is not enough. I sometimes feel like he deserves more of what I can give him and it's not a pretty feeling. I wish I had more resources I could use to support him, a unique skill in the field of creatives so I could make stuff for him... I lack so many things to support my feelings for him. My chest hurts whenever I think about things I could've done for him because he does so much for me even if he doesn't know it. Love is not about demanding something in return but I feel guilty of receiving so much from him yet I think I don't give back enough. I miss him so much. I miss spending my day with him. I miss hearing his voice and his blabbers about random stuff on stream. I miss his laugh, his sneeze, and his little claps whenever he finds something amusing. One day, things will get better for both of us. For the meantime, please enjoy your time in Japan. I can't wait to hear your stories once you're finally allowed to talk about it. I want to hear about all the good food you've eaten... all the activities you've done. See you soon my dear husband. May your dreams tonight be filled with love and happiness. I love you and gn.
