>>79036700my entire life is built upon so many hundreds of lies that I don't know who I am outside of them anymore. My entire personal history is made up to justify how inept I am, I've made up a bunch of lies to make me seem interesting and I lie about being female because I went through a phase where I was transgender. I climbed out of the trans rabbit hole but I built up such an identity around being female that I can't fess up.
I have no idea who I am outside of a liar. If I came clean about even half the shit I lied about, I'd have no friends left.