>>59575056With him being on a long break due to being in japan, I considered that as a break for me as well. Idk I just want to see him but whenever the thought that he's not here today enters my brain I get so fucking annoyed and upset. Maybe it's the pent up frustrations left over from the Japan trip that's acting up right now but God in heaven I feel so fucking deprived enough to deprive him of his life force as well but his corpse stays with me.
