>>106891784fuck. hopefully she's too dumb and haggard to figure it out, she's still just a kid too so... i just can't have this demon ruining my life and my lineage but i'm addicted to her. i'll just keep trying to play it safe and if worse comes to worse then i guess i'll take responsibility for the hell i'm creating. never mess with these crazy girls bro all of the barbies are like this basically i can tell don't mess around here trust me
>>106891945it's not a larp and you're just not a real yearner, like 99% of "beings" on this planet, though, so don't feel bad. though if you're schizophrenic and bpd you likely have high innate potential as far as these things go, i suggest studying yourself and the more occult knowledge you can find in this world, though even amongst our kind it's a hard and rarely treaded path, often leading to ruin in the end. but can you live with the thought gnawing in the back of your skull; "what if"?
you probably can, most people do just fine... right?