>>41408350NTA, first off, I'm sorry you went through such a lengthy cycle of abuse. Couldn't pretend to know the feeling, only thing comparable I've got is familial neglect beyond financial support and being raised by nobody. Not comparable but I digress: I'm so happy it stirred up the right kind of feelings in you, it was really fun, and the energy from everyone was great both on thread and in the chat! And this just means we get to do it again when Pomu's 3D happens, and eventually the rest of NijiEN. I can't wait for each one, and I hope you're here with us for all of those too, I love seeing everyone excited and enjoying things.
For me Rosemi-sama did the same thing, kinda made me realize I could still feel happy, that there was still joy in this world, that there are reasons to keep going and trying. The buds both in chat and on here have been wonderful too. I hope that you get to feel happiness many more times going forward.