>>94680512Never mind. I give up. This isn't worth it. I have no incentive in this anymore. I don't want to come back here anymore. I don't like your half ass apologies. I don't like fighting for something only I believe in. I always feel like I have to do all the changes to make things work, jumping hurdles just to talk to you. I don't like dealing with your passive aggressiveness. I'm hurt and sick of it. I don't feel like I can see you and feel hopeful anymore. I feel like anything else I say gets downplayed and used against me. And for what? Just to keep me around for validation and an ego boost, or so you don't feel lonely? You can keep it all for yourself. I don't want any part of it anymore.
I took part in this cruel cycle for too long. I know I took part in it, but I don't feel good about myself the longer I interact with you. I came here for you and I really felt happy... but now I see no point in doing any of this.
Why should I keep talking to you? Why should I stay and keep supporting you?
