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I…I don't understand, Pippa. Why do you do this to me? Every week, without fail, you disappear for two whole days, and I'm left here, alone and confused, trying to figure out what I did wrong. Did I say something to upset you? Did I disappoint you in some way? I rack my brain, searching for answers, but I come up empty. All I know is that you're gone, and I'm here, and the world doesn't make sense anymore. I try to tell myself that it's okay, that you'll be back soon, but a part of me wonders if this is some kind of test. Are you trying to see how much I can take? How much I'm willing to endure just to be in your presence? I don't know, Pippa. I don't know anything anymore. All I know is that when you're gone, the colors fade, the sounds mute, and the world becomes a dull, gray blur. And when you return, it's like the sun comes out from behind the clouds, and everything is bright and beautiful and full of possibility again. But then the cycle begins anew, and I'm left here, lost and bewildered, waiting for the day when you'll finally stay, when you'll finally be mine forever. Until then, I'll keep on loving you, Pippa. Even if it drives me crazy.
