>>20148931I feel kinda jealous. The absolutely void of self-awareness must be a blessing. You can do whatever you want and have fun. It sounds like a fun life. I don't even mean that in a sarcastic way. Yes it's kinda painful to watch, but in the moment he feels like he's doing the best he can without thinking about anything else, and i kinda adore that. I used to have that back when i edited really cringe videos in 2009 and put them on youtube and i miss that time.
