>>83023632Anon if it's really, genuinely eating away at you, then just fucking bite the bullet and fuck a prostitute. Again, if you've really held out longer than is comfortable for you anymore. It won't solve your problems but at least it'll take a massive burden off your shoulders that is entirely in your head.
And if it's illegal in your country...I'm sure you can figure something out, unless you somehow live in the places where it carries the death penalty, then it's generally not enforced in most countries.
